Hello dear brother, I am not familiar with your ailment , if you can inform me of your symptoms etc.I may be able to aid you. I will also look it up within my medical books. I went to school for alternative medicine. For one reason or another God has told me not to practice to earn money , but to help those whom He loves. Whether that changes or not is up to HIm. PLease let me share some insight on healing. I have ben healed of many things.. infertility, broken extremities, rare diseases, I have even been resurrected from the dead. I have learned that it isn't whether you get healed or not though..... it is whether you are open to learn the lesson that God is trying to teach while in this state. that is what job went through.... First God wanted to show job that he was strong in him , job would have never understood that he was strong in the lord had he never been tested. also god was trying to teach job that not only did god know what he was doing, but he is god no matter what whether he heals or doesn't heal, he is always to be praised. i believe that the feeling in your heart is indeed genuine. you know when it is your time, god speaks to you.. infact god has used me many times even yesterday as a vessel of healing. it was a great experience! the only thing i knew was that god showed me into the ladies heart, I just confirmed everything she already knew, and made myself a willing vessel... she walked out of that church without any sort of aid . she hadn't walked in 15years! the reason I shared this was for two reasons.... when god heals it is scary as all heck indeed his power is quite overwhelming... at this moment you have a choice to let the devil steal your blessing or batten down the hatches so to speak deepen your feet in the gospel of peace and get out of the way so god can move. also the longer and more severe the ailment the easier it is to allow the ailment to be a security blanket, a crutch so to speak. some fear giving witness to all that ask what has happened some it is just that this ailment has " always been there and to walk out of this prison into new territory is soo terrifying that you give your blessing away thus the reason why some say they were healed and lost it. first of all this is totally umbiblical you cannot lose your blessing to lose something means it can never be found. you give your blessing away. if the body of christ arose and began to walk in the authority that God has bestowed upon us this world would be in an upheavel of the miracles it was seeing. this is gods divine plan to give the world a "culture shock"so to speak into his presence and power, so that they will know that he is god! like I said before thoughfear is what stops us. to conclude it is all the matter of your heart condition. if you do not believe it sn't a sin be honest withyourself and god, if you are frightened make it known . this is where the true healing begins... Lord i pray that you will speak peace into this life of rons. I pray that you will open his eyes that he may see and open his ears that he may hear. i pray that no weapon formed against him , his family, future or finances prosper in any which way shape or form. let not his foot stumble against a stone. I pray that he will be filled with a divine revelation of your love for him as well as who you are in jesus name i thankyou by your blood I seal it. love i Christ jesus, glory ________________________________________________________________ GET INTERNET ACCESS FROM JUNO! Juno offers FREE or PREMIUM Internet access for less! Join Juno today! For your FREE software, visit: http://dl.www.juno.com/get/tagj.