Pastor Phil,
I emailed how I have been attacked in my body since committing to a fast,
but did not go into detail about just why this fast is important. I am
fasting
because of the stronghold the devil has over my husband. He is angry at
the whole world, extremely bitter and has lost any faith he had. He is
con-
tinually looking at the past and his present circumstances instead of
seeing
how God has blessed him and brought him through. He is cynical and
gets in dark depressions, almost as though he were under demonic con-
trol. It's as though he changes into someone totally different, hostile
and
unkind when he gets this way. This is a spiritual stronghold that can
only
be broken in the spirit realm, I know this now and that is why I am
fasting
for a breakthrough. He is miserable, but I want God to help him see that
his misery is a choice he makes, not "God's fault" and that the Lord wants
him to surrender totally to Him. Sometimes I feel overwhelmed because
when this demonic mood comes over him, he gets verbally mean-spirited
or just shuts me out emotionally. Pray for a breakthrough for my husband,
who the devil wants to destroy through all this anger and inner conflict.
How can I make my prayers more effective?