Dear Pastor Dacre,
        THank you for your message and your prayers.  I got your message
about the guy in Africa and am very happy for that fellow.  I know i
need to be tested  I know God can heal me.  The question is wheather he
will or not. I have read 1peter 4chapter and verse1-3 and I feel like
that pertains to me. I dont want to be a homosexual!   I have been a
Christian on and off my whole life.  I hate the way that i fall away and
then comeback when im scared or something.  I recieved a call last night
froma guy who i have in the past had sex with.  As far as sex goes and
from all i can confurm it was the best i had ever had male or female.  I
have never had sex with Love involved from my partner.  I know its not
right to have sex out of marrage and i agree with that.  But he called
at this particular time when im trying to get healed and delivered.  I
think it is more than a coincidence.  He is supose to call me tonight to
come over and basically just have sex. HIm getoff andme get used!!!!
See this self distructive pattern and im gonna try to control it.  It
calls me and aches inside of me the want for the affection of another
person.  If i went I know i would feel even worse in the long run .  I
have this emptyness inside of me where I think Gods love should be.  I
realize i slept with him for the acceptance of another man because thats
the only way I think i can get it. See the lowself esteem and self
destruction. I want it to stop.  Pray I have the power to say NO
tonight!  I calls me like a drug .
        This cross I bare is ruining and running my life.  I would be
the most loving husband and father. I want this deliverance in the worst
way so I can start the life i have dreamt of.To be normal, natural, and
Feel the Love of God and learn to Love my self.  I believe in God and i
believe in you that you are a very Powerful man of God.
       The last  time i went to have an HIV test  I threw up every day
for 4 or 5 days in fear of the result.  I dont know if i can handle that
again.  Please Pray for my strength and my ability to say NO!  to the
temptation the befolds me.  I have read the Bible passages that you have
sent me.  Im Believing for a Miracle.  HOpe to here from you soon.PS the
first letter you wrote me  you mentioned that time was short what did
you mean by that?  That sentence has stayed on my mind.   Also are you
involved in Christian Missions in the world and how would one get
involved?
                                             In Christs Love,
                                                Lynn, {jude_21}
Dear Lynn,

You can be delivered. Everyone can if they will believe the Lord Jesus.
You are completely right. It is the spot inside that the love of God
should occupy that causes the problem and so you must not concentrate on
being delivered but on the love of God. Do not fight in your strength,
you alrewady know that you are weak, but allow God to fight for you. Sit
back and receive from Him.

The reason I said time was short was because the devil fights for those
who are ensnared by him and as you yourself have seen he has already
begun his temptations to try and tangle you so deeply that he might
destroy you, but we won't let it happen, praise God. Our weapons are
mighty in God 2 Cor10:3-5.

It is His love that sets us free, not our strength. His popve that fills
the void. Read about and meditate on his love, not on being set free.
His miracle power comes through His love. Praise God and He has not left
you out. It is for you too that Jesus died and Jesus Himself who did not
condemn even the adulterer, but blessed her, does not condemn you but
simply loves you.

The way you are, He hates the cancer that detroys you but not you. You,
like the adulterer He loves. Do not be deflected from this Lynn. Do not
even concentrate on any other truth at this time, only this love.

Sin enslaves but it cannot destroy you, only if you stop believing
Jesus. He cares and proves it. He loves you unconditionally, with your
sin the way you are. Sin enslaves us though we do not wnat it to. But
those whoare enslaved do not stay this way forever. Only those who do
not believe Jesus do. His love sets us free from the need to do wrong.
Though some times it takes time for us to see this.

Stay with me Lynn. The Lord fights for you now.

John 8:35  
Love you,
In Him,

Pastor Phil & Debbie Dacre

Love you,
In Him,

Pastor Phil & Debbie Dacre

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