Hi, Michelle. I don't think I've posted anything yet. Your intro prompted me. :) I am 25 years old and have been interested in the healing ministry for about 7 years. My interest grew out of an experience which I had and am still having. I am developing a Web site about this, but it's not ready yet. :) I grew up in the Church of God, which headquarters in Anderson, Indiana. During my teen years, I did a lot of Bible reading on my own. It was then that I started to learn about healing, spiritual gifts, and such. While I was attending Anderson University, I met several people whose words & actions led me to seek healing and the filling of the Spirit. My church had never promoted seeking to be Spirit-filled as it is promoted in more charismatic churches. It was also while I was at Anderson University that I lost the remainder of my vision--I was born with a very severe visual impairment. Several weeks later muchof that vision was given back to me. I still have the visual impairment, and I am still unable to see printed materials, but every so often (usually after an important step forward in my spiritual life), I notice small improvements. Like you, I have also endured the loss of a close friend to suicide. This was the first of several experiences which has led me to seek to know about and how to pray for inner healing.