Aloha Jon,
Read your message and am agreeing for your complete deliverance from this
problem.  I'm sure such an articulate person as yourself feels captive by
this stuttering.  Perhaps you're familiar with Hannah Hurnand- she wrote the
classic Hinds Feet on High Places.  Her own testimony was that she had
uncontrolled stuttering.  In a Bible school setting she was forced to
preach.  It was only in preaching that she was free of stuttering.  It's
been awhile since I've read her testimony and you've probably heard it
before, but I wanted to share it with you anyway.

I certainly understand your discouragement.  The "d's from the devil" are
the pits.  I'm glad you're clear on where that lie that God hates you is
coming from.   He loves us with an everlasting love that we will not be able
to fully comprehend for all eternity.  Sometimes it difficult to remember
and be in touch with that truth that we clearly know.

Again-I'll be praying.

Patricia

-----Original Message-----
From: Bryantjon@... <Bryantjon@...>
To: Healing@... <Healing@...>
Date: Thursday, November 19, 1998 10:44 AM
Subject: [Healing] From a new member of the Healing List!


>Hello, Brothers & Sisters in Christ!
>
>    My name is Jon and I live in the San Francisco Bay Area of California.
>I'm very thankful to have the opportunity to participate in this list!
>
>    I have always had a strong interest in the healing mercies of Jesus and
>have enjoyed praying for the healing of others on many occasions.
>Interestingly, my desire to see others healed by Jesus has coincided with
my
>own need of healing  (which has not yet occurred).  I have been a stutterer
>for 36 years.  Although I've tried every possible earthly treatment (with
no
>results) and have been prayed for numerous times,  I am still unable to
speak
>as others do.
>
>    The fact that God has apparently chosen to not heal me has kept me in a
>position of difficult spiritual struggle.  The enemy often attempts to
suggest
>that the reason God has not healed my condition is because He hates me.  I
>ignore this most of the time, but after 36 years it's become more and more
>easy to believe it.
>
>    I must admit that I now have very little belief that God will ever heal
me
>in this life.  This is very discouraging because I've never really been
able
>to talk to anyone about Jesus (or about anything else, for that matter!).
I
>would greatly appreciate the prayers of other members of The List; perhaps
the
>Lord's mercy and healing will come through your prayers, since they have
not
>come through mine.
>
>    THANK YOU, AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL!
>
>    Jon
>
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